"Admitting to you that I'm not sure I'm strong enough to resist is not the same thing as telling you that I'm going to take drugs, though," she said softly. "I've been very unhappy, Ray. Oh, now that I'm not feeling so low it would be easy to say that I'll never do it again, for right now I believe that, but I also remember how I did feel. It seems to me that it's easy to make bad choices when you're unhappy."